Kanye West is Heartless

the video is dope.
but i'm all but sure the album is gonna suck. He lost all his swagger all his edge, everything that made kanye, KANYE its gone. All the songs i've heard off the album so far, the only one i think is any good is RoboCop. All the other songs just dont sound like him. I hate the fact that he's using autotune on every song. His raw voice is wayyy better, it makes the words he says more powerful, everytime i hear him in autotune now i think its a joke. Thats not him, thats not what he's all about. He's basically turning his back on all his fans, or atleast me damnit!. I'm still hlding out hope for the rest of the songs i hear, and i'm still gonna listen to the album but no way is it gonna be close to the other 3 albums. Matter fact i would put it in this order...

1. Late Registration
2. College Dropout
3. Graduation
4. 808's & Heartbreaks

Yesterday...

I cant really describe it in words. But everything went right. I mean first and foremost i'm still alive. But im sayin like the entire day was just great. Like I actually accomplished stuff and it almost got screwed up at the very end cuz somebody i kno cant keep their mouth shut, but its all good i mean i guess it wasnt like they told me anything bad. Actually they told me something really good but still... but still.


Anyway this has been in my head for the longest time now, and I thot it fit this blog post perfectly...




Yesterday was a Good Day. I hope YOU have a good day.

Obama= Dead Man Walking

I'm telling you
I'm telling you
I'm telling you

Barrack Obama is in serious danger. Whenever people ask me why do you want John McCain to be president instead of Obama, I always bring up that McCain has more experience but to be honest my deepest fear has always been the possibility that Obama might be assassinated. A lot of people believe thats a stupid reason to not vote or support Obama, but to me its a serious concern.

I'm sure by now you've all heard that federal agents found a plot by 8 skinheads who all met online and were planning to kill Obama. Hearing shit like that just makes me cringe. I feel bad for the guy, just because he is black(AND WHITE!!!) people feel that he isnt good enough to be President of the United States.

If Obama is elected President which i think he will be, then there better be some serious security on this man. Im sure their will be plenty of assassination plots or attempts on his life throughout his term as President and it really isnt fair, but that just shows the type of world were still living in.

As nieve as it may be for me to say that I dont want Obama to be President because i think he might be killed, I think it must be seriously considered not when you vote but just as a thought. The thought of a man being killed because of the color of his skin is not right nor should it be condoned.

Hopefully this blog and the many others who feel this way, speak up about this so that something can be said or taught or done to somehow find a solution to this problem.

Coke in Coke

I was sittin at work this past weekend, watching some football with some of the guys i be workin with. & this dr.pepper commercial comes on and one of the guys says man i love dr.pepper, and this other dude is like naw pepsi is better.

Me and my friend start laughin at him cuz dude is old, and were like man i thot you would like Coke not Pepsi. Cuz you know how old ppl love Coke and all that shit from back in the day.

So old dude tells us that ya EVERYONE used to love coke. And we were like ya why was that... and he tells us that their was a secret ingredient in the drink

COCAINE!!!
I was dying. We both thought he was full of shit. and he was like ask your dad he'll tell you... problem is my dad was in africa during those days so he dont really kno.

I looked it up tho and dude was rite.

"After 1904, Coca Cola started using, instead of fresh leaves, "spent" leaves - the leftovers of the cocaine-extraction process with cocaine trace levels left over at a molecular level.[24] To this day, Coca Cola uses as an ingredient a cocaine"

ok so that last sentence, i cut off, the use an ingredient 2 this day, but its cocaine free. that would be so siick tho if we could drink Coke with cocaine in it. ppl would all be addicted to coke.

Uhhh... A-MAZING!

Ok so as i promised i got you that youtube of my boy Jason Mraz performing "Im Yours" on Ellen 2days ago. I woulda posted earlier but i was super busy doing absolutely nothing.

anyway as usual it was a great performance. He's really really good live, and he's coming to phx November something im not sure but Ima be there FO SHO. so ya sit back at the office(sammy) or at skool or at home or wherever you at and enjoy some good music.



Dude is so awesome he even volunteered his body for charity, dude is a G. And damn i would love to be able to pull wearin hats like that.



Jason Mraz he does it all.

I Cant Wait...

TODAY!!!
TODAY!!!
TODAY!!!

The greatest show on telivison...Ellen Degeneres Show 3PM CHANNEL 12 NBC IF YOU LIVE IN THE AZ
MUSICAL GUEST: JASON MRAZ

performing idk wat you wanna call it
Hit
Joint
Smash
Single
Classic

"I'M YOURS" ima leave you the audio link so you can get with this song even tho its hella old it never gets old yaddadamean, but better believe ima have that video up 2MARO FO SHO

Jason Mraz- Im Yours

2 Tings

PHILLIES R GOIN 2 THE WORLD SERIES!!!!
if you read my blog as you should, you would know about 2wks ago i predicted the Phillies would win the world series, well i got one part rite. Their goin 2 the World Series as they beat the L.A. Mannys(Dodgers) in 5 games.
4games left and their WORLD CHAMPS



2.WTF!!!
All i can say is WoooooooW. Is this shit 4reals, this referee straight up eyes the quarterback gets set and knocks him on his ass. IDK but it was one of the weirdest things ive ever seen. And afterwards it was like nothin happened, nobody complained or anything.

Beyonce slackin

Im sayin Beyonces first single "If i were a boy" come on now.
Seriously...Seriously is that the best you got. I mean comin off of like thee greatest womans r&b album in the past 5years shes gonna come back with an album that just dont measure up.

It might be marriage, it might be cuz shes pregnant(ya ima officially start that rumor, you got it here 1st when she pops out a lil kid in like 5months) idk wat is but this song is BOOOORRRING. It makes me fall asleep, its not even close to the quality of BDAY.

Matter fact this song reminds me of another song "Like a Boy" by Ciara. Now that song was hot. This song by Bey tho is like a wannabe a copycat. She basically says the same things but in a slower like poetry club way. Nice try but nuh uh not gonna cut, i better hear some hits b4 i decide to have somebody burn it 4me, shiiit i kno im not gonna pay any money 4it.

heres the official video for the single tho, cuz as bad as the song is Beyonce still looks good as hell...

Beyonce - If I were A Boy (New)
by Le-Tour-2Lor courtesy:sohh.com

Certified Thinker

Thinking its what i do best.
Im a King at overthinking thigns, I can think for dayz.
Thing is I be thinkin about the stupedist things for thee longest time.
Idk why but every little thing gets me thinking, my mind races like krzy. Anything somebody says to me, I immediatly start to like anaylze it and try to find the meaning behind why they said that to me.

For whatever reason i always feel like ppl, not all ppl, but most ppl are tricking me. They prolly are not but im so dumb I just assume that theres more to what their saying. I get like all paranoid and it ends up consuming my entire day. Like what did they really mean by that, and it really takes away from my relationship with that person.

Its really a waste of time to think and worry about what ppl say about you, and why they said it and whatever. You cant change it, if you dont know what their sayin and they dnt tell you then dont sweat it. I mean i shouldnt sweat it.

Anyway i just wanted to just let that all out. Now ima sit back and think about what ppl are gonna say about this blog, and if they think this or that about me.

10 Thoughts

-Tmobile sucks, specially blackberrys

-Im a beast in fantasy football this season so far

-I cant stop playin that last part of "Live My Life" just the rihianna part i keep rewinding back2IT

-Now that i got a cell phone, i dnt ebberrr answer my home phone. Even when its rite nxt 2me i dont feel the need to answer.

-I cant wait to go back 2 ASU West nxt semester damn i miss the classroom

-I cant remember the last time i ate Injera, i wonder when im older if I'll ever eat it

-Am i the only one that thot the Love Lockdown video was a dissapointment, idk i was expecting like lions and bears and i got a kitchen and some couches

-I love listening to ppl talk, if their interesting i can just sit their for hours and listen

-Go phillies, i hope fenway park burns down

-And on the real i got the best ppl around me, friends, family, whoever im surrounded by good ppl rite now.

Unofficial Employee

Last nite i got off work at midnight, and i couldnt sleep 4shit, cuz i had already taken a nap at work. So i end up fallin asleep at like 4 in the morning.

So of course i wake up like around 2 this afternoon. & i'm txting sammy abdu, not thinkin about anything other than pussy(its the truth, ALL guys think about it). So then ChuChu calls and were talkin about some shit that went down this past weekend, and my dad is callin me on the other line, so of course i just ignore it.

I got work at 4, so i get ready and everything and about 15mins b4 i gotta leave, i go outside to check the mail and i notice that my car is gone. Turns out my dad left me a voicemail sayin he took and that he had an appointment he doesnt kno wat time he'll be back so to find a ride or walk. I dnt even bother to check my voicemail instead, i call my dad over and over and over again, he doesnt answer cuz he's at the doctors office.

So im really gettin mad, like why did he take it without tellin me, and its now 15 past 4 and idk wat to do. I kno im not gonna walk shiiiit its like 100degrees outside, so i decide idk why but i decide to take my dads company truck keys and drive it to work.

I grab the keys and i'm literally sitting inside my dads work truck for like 20min contemplating if i should take it or not. Finally i start fidgeting the keys and turn on the engine. This truck is huge so i can barely even handle it, I start driving past the park and My dad is right there driving the opposite direction on his way home.

Uhhhh safe 2 say he wasnt very pleased. And he let me have it in Tigrinya basically callin me a donkey and a retard for takin the truck. So now i have no car, and i was like an hour late for work.

Still i felt pretty G for takin the truck, i thot i was badass.

2 Tings

1.Ummm zat new Fall Out Boy single "I dont care" has an official video. The concept is real cool. Their like just fuckin with people through the entire video cuz they dont care "I dont care" get it get it. ok but ya and has some cool guest spots on it, idk but this single is growin on me and the album should be siiiick as usual from any FOB Album.




2. Leona Lewis Leona Lewis Leona Lewis, i'm hooked on this chick.
A. She is B-E-A UTIFUL like she looks amazing. Her beauty seems all natural, i think she looks better than beyonce especially now that beyonce married jay-z she just feels uglier to me. Ohhh and that song "Better in Time" was on like Non-Stop last nite while i was at work. I couldnt get enuff of it, it was on every channel.


p.s.- I am chuchs house, and he just took a MONSTER DOO-DOO. he just told me dont go in their for like 50 minutes. lol. Bout 2 go jump his damn car, so everybody have a niiice weekend.

BEAZE.

Tpain Vs. Vocador

You know how Tpain be usin that vocador thing for his voice, well since he uses it on all his songs he made this lil funny video of what would happen if he ever decided to not use it. Its pretty funny and the fact he's kinda makin fun of himself is cool.

But plzzzzz plzzzz Lil Wayne, Kanye West, 50cent, and all these other rappers tryin to jump on this voice changin shit now that Tpain made it hot JUST STOP! be you, thats why we like your music cuz its you not cuz of some voice changing thing.

Especially Kanye man he's wayyy better than that, he dont need that shit to make good music. Love Lockdown would be alot better without the vocador.

Crank My Vote

For the longest time now i've been saying I wasnt gonna vote in this years election, and I'm still not even registered but after the past few days i think ima have 2 vote.


I really didnt think it was important or anything i mean geez i live with my parents still, so the next president cant really effect me that much could he.

He could tho, 3-4yrs from now i'm pretty sure ima be out there on my own. And the decisions that the next president makes is gonna directly effect how I live my life. I'm a little late on knowing about the issues and who stands for what. But damn the way America is goin rite now, with the economy in dissaray and were still fighting a stupid war, we need change.


I was sent this video from a friend of mine, and it felt like they were speakin straight to me cuz i was one of those ppl who were like who cares my vote means nothing, and i have nothing to vote for. Everybody has something to vote for tho, everyone has something they wish could change about America and for that reason alone everyone who is eligible should vote.

here's that video:



I'm not gonna say who i wanna vote for, but i will say i do realize the importance of my vote. It may only be one vote but i wont be alone in who i'm voting for and if more people think that way, then whoever you decide to vote for will have that much better of a chance to win.

Piss on thee Nurse

So im chillin at work rite, texting watching the baseball game, same ol same ol not doing much.
and outta nowhere btw i work at a group home, so ya outta nowhere one of my dudes is walkin towards the couch and straight up collapses into the entertainment center head first.

Dude is like 55, his head is busted open and i dont think he's breathing. So i finish my text then run towards him. I turn him over onto his back and i try 2 talk to him, he isnt sayin anything. Turns out he had a seizure. So i call 911 the paramedics come, scoop him up and take him to the hospital.

My manager shows up and asks if i'll go 2 the hospital and hang with him to make sure he's ok. So i'm at Thunderbird Hospital chillin, texting, watching the baseball game and these fine ass nurses walk in Yo they were smellin soooo good they were both from Yugoslavia, fine ass woman in Yugo. But anyway their tryin 2 hook him to an IV and they cant find a vein.

So dude is like man i gotta pee. And he keeps repeatin this over and over, their just like ignoring him telling him to wait. So he gets all quiet all of a sudden and im like cool hes just gonna wait.

Next thing i kno old man with his other hand busts open his zipper and pulls out his baby maker, the nurses start yellin tellin him to wait, he just starts pissin, i mean piss EVERYWHERE like a sprinkler or somethin all over those girls... it was hilarious.

Ohhhh and then an hour later, he tells me he needs to pee again. And i'm like ok this time ima let them kno immediatly, so this MAN nurse comes up with this urin device and he tells old man to sit up cuz i guess he thot he needed to take a shit. & old man goes "Just for my dick" LMAO!!! me and the MAN nurse start crackin up.

Anway turns out Old Man is gonna be ok. but those nurses got straight up pissed on by and old dude it was sooo nasty, but sooo funny.

2 Tings

1. MLB playoffs starting so b4 its starts ima go ahead and let y'all kno who's gonna win
NL im takin the Phillies
AL im takin the Angels
and my boy Ryan Howard MVP
so Phillies over Angels for the World Series

2. My bodaydo brazer Merms just got on this whole blog thing so make sure you check it out.
its merms3000.blogspot.com and if you want just look on the side and i got a link straight to it.

*and if your thinkin about starting your own blog DO IT! i kno ppl who want to start one but are afraid or for one reason or another just dont do it. I used to be the same way, so try it and i bet you'll love it.

Will Power

Whenever people ask me "how are you doing" or "hows life" I usually say that i'm ok or life is good. I like to think of myself as a positive person, not one that dwells to much on the bad things. Although i've done a pretty good job at that I cant help but to think I could be alot better off.

I mean sure life is good, but its not great, its not perfect, nor will it ever be, but again it could be alot better. I often set goals for myself that i dont end up achieving. So if i'm not achieving them how can life really be all that good.

For as much talking that i do about wanting to do this, or going to do that, i really dont deliver. I have the motivation and reasons for the goals i set but somethings missing.

Drive, Initiative, overall Will Power to accomplish these goals. I start something but never finish it. Life is wayyy to short for me to be procrastinating and making excuses for my lack of desire.

Soooo if you have something you wanna do, dreams you want to accomplish, things you wanna say, then DO IT! Cuz chances are if you really want it you will do it. And man when you do it, its gonna feel Oooohhhh So GOOD.
Then next time somebody asks you or me hows life, shoot ima be like LIFE IS GREAT cuz from now on ima focus on me and do the things that I wanna do. Idk how long ima be on this earth and i dont have time to be lolly gagging around wasting time doing pointless things, when i can be doing things that are gonna change my life.

So b4 anybody else DO YOU, cuz at the end of the day or life, your gonna be lookin back and reflecting on what you did, not anybody else.

FOB LOVE LOCKDOWN

Wow first off I wanna say Rock music is wayyyy better than rap.
and further proof of that, Fall Out Boy just did a cover of Kanye West "Love Lockdown"
its sounds krzy its so tite.
idk if its better than the original but Fall Out Boy did their thing

check it out for yourself:
http://www.zshare.net/audio/19419501d5507086/
courtesy of:2dopeboyz.com

Lil Wayne tryin 2 get like ME!

Idk if y'all heard about it but your favorite rapper Lil Wayne is officially a blogger.
He pretty much started reading mine and decided to get one of his own.

His blog is on espn.com
http://sports.espn.go.com/espnmag/story?id=3607474&lpos=spotlight&lid=tab2pos2

he mainly talks about his favorite sports teams and his fantasy football team.
dude dropped Ben Roethlisberger idk that just seems stupid 2me, but who am I to question THE BEST RAPPER ALIVE.

Ummm...

I'm struggling to find something to talk about at the moment.
I had this big ole thing about motivation written out but it was too long and i dnt wanna bore you.

So instead all i wanna say is that i've changed the blog name now cuz i'm no longer in flag
so its now "yonzadon.blogspot.com" spread the word.

Wow...

DESTINY DESTINY BABY!!!!!
it was like GOD was reading my blog
matter fact its a FACT... GOD READS MY BLOG
he is watching out for me.

I just wrote the blog below, talkin bout homegirl not answering her phone

SHE JUST CALLED ME BACK!!!!!
Oooohhh Weeeeeeee
you shoulda seen my face, it lit up. like when a lil kid sees santa for the 1st time
Man i'm sooo happy rite now.
I'm writing this blog while talkin to her, i should prolly be payin attention to her but damn
i'm so happyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

damn ahhhhhhhh SHE CALLED ME BACK ahhhhhhh damn I'M A G! I'M A G!
cant nobody hold me down son

WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!

WHY?

I usually dnt post twice in one day but damn i gotta get this off my chest. Like hopefully writing about this clears my mind about it cuz its bothering me like no other rite now.

So let me set it up 4 y'all.
I'm at work rite, chillin doin nothing, i think i just woke up from a nap.
& i get this call and its "her" this girl and were talkin for awhile and i'm like "Yo baby Yo baby Yo, I'm at work rite now mami so let me holla at you later" Well like i didnt say it exactly like that but basically i told her i gots to work. So she goes "Ok papi call me when you get off"

and i told her i get off at midnight. which is late but she was just like just call me anyway. So then i hang up and the whole time at work im like damn should i call, should i not. I was going insane so i asked a few ppl, like the ppl i usually ask advice from cuz they all got different point of views.

NO JOKE! i asked 2guys and 2girls just to get different perspective.
the 2 girls say, well ya call her definently cuz she told you to.
the 2 guys both say, text her first then call her.
Me being a dumbass i was like well shiiiit the girls must kno better cuz their girls.
So i end up calling her rite. and it actually took me awhile. i was just sittin with my phone thinking and thinking like should i do it or not
so i finally decide fuck it ima call her. So i call her
and the whole time the phone is ringing, i'm like "plz dnt answer, plz dnt answer" cuz i'm so
scared now idk wat to say if she answers. and i didnt even wait for the answer maching to get their after 3 rings i hung up.

And so at first i was all relieved and kinda happy about it. But now all i can think of is damn wat if she answered and why didnt she answered. I FEEL SALTY. how she gonna tell me to call then
she dnt answer, is it me? what did i do, damnit i need to learn how to spit game 4realz. I wonder if theres a book or like instructional video.

but ya if you kno wat i did wrong let me kno, cuz this shit is bothering me i cnt sleep, knowing that i have to be the weakest fukin man alive my dad is so ashamed of me.

Saturday

This past saturday nite I had a birthday party at my brother daniels apartment I just wanna thank everyone for coming cuz I had a good ass time and i hope every1 else did too.

i wanna especially thank Danny for letting me have the party at his place. He coulda just said no and we coulda just done something else but he let me have it at his place which was really nice of him so TANKS BROTHER.
Ummm other ppl definently John bringing all that liqour ohhhh shiiit it was sooo good. I got so fucked up I mean like i was dancing and singing and just actin like i usually wouldnt and its all thanks to John.
&&& Mileniiii 4 bringing food for everyone i think she said like 60tacos sooo ya thank you very much.
Nnnn Rozi&Luna i think were the ones that made my cake which was a beatiful bomb ass cake it looked as good as it tasted.

ohhh ya and i got to smoke... so wait so i smoked,drinked,danced,singed,laughed,drank some more and slept thats like a full day. Man you do that everyday and you got like a full life.

But ima chill on the drinking part from now on. Cuz the whole day today i felt like i was gonna die, my body felt like shit. I cant handle hangovers they just depress me, so ya no more drinky for awhile like idk a year or something.
ok maybe not a year but for awhile like atleast a couple wks.

Anyway there were alot of ppl there so i wanna say thanks 2 everyone, cuz man i had a great time and seriously i have thee best friends ebbbberrrr all of them are so kool. Just having them there was great and i think for the most part everyone had a good time. I've truly been blessed to have all these ppl in my life.

BILLS...BILLS... BILLS

Wow i leave phx for 2wks and i come home and realize i got all these bills left to pay.

I got a phone bill in 2days.
I still owe ASU money from last semester
&&& I got an overdraft fee from Chase bank i thot i closed my account with those fools
so 2maro MY FIRST PAY CHECK! in like 3wks and its all gonna be gone b4 I even get to open it.

on a lighter note, i got work all day 2maro, all day saturday, and all day sunday.

i would normally be upset or stressed about such things, but damn youtubing Norah Jones "Dont know why" just puts me in a calm state like smokin some bomb ass weed or listening to somebody talk that hits you real hard and makes sense gets you thinkin like DAMN!

thats where im at rite now like DAMN! i could be all upset and in a bad mood but shiiiiiit
wats the good in that. ima work all weekend but hey thats money in the bank 4me
and i'm still gonna party hardy saturday nite
and so wat that i gots work sunday, football comes on sundays baby
WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!

live by 2 tings
#1. "dnt wrry be happy" No that is not lyrics from a Bob Marley song Danny
#2. this is a quote from ME... "Make zat money... honey"

you live by that and Yooooo i gurantee you your gonna be straight
FO SHO.

BACK 2 PHX... PART DUEX

Ok i've been back in for about 2wks now which is about the same amount of time I was in flag.
So i'm just updating what i've been up too since i got back.

I was really upset about coming back and i still feel dumb, but now i'm starting to feel more and more like i never really left. I mean my bank account doesnt feel that way cuz i'm flat broke, its ok tho cuz ima make zat money... honey. But in terms of like living i guess its back to normal for the most part.

I'm back at working at my old job, i still got the same room in my house(minus a bed/mattress) so ya i'm sleepin on the floor like im some mexican at a drop house but its all good. As far as school goes i decided to take online classes cuz i really cant afford to just sit around with no credits for the semester.

Other than that everything is the same, i still barely get the rights to "My Car" i still sleep ALOT
and i still say and do stupid things and I still hang out with the same africans brothas i've been hangin with for the last few yrs. As much as i've learned from my mistakes i find myself makin new ones but thats all apart of growing up right.

My birthday is coming up and im excited to party hardy and if your reading this HELL YA your
invited just for reading my blog even if i dont know you or if you dont live in AZ.

LIFE IS GOOD.

Back in PHX

So after less than 2wks in flagstaff i'm back in phoenix.
and the more i think about, and i cant stop thinking about, the more i feel like shit.
I talked the talk but when it came to walkin the walk i got nowhere.

As much as i've tried to forget about or turn a new leaf and just start over, the more i just think
like "WOW" i've got to be the biggest idiot in the world. For some reason my failure to succeed in
Flagstaf consumes all of my thoughts. I cant break it, everytime i'm not doing anything I just get
on myself about what a mistake i really made.

My friends have really tried to make me feel better, i'm glad their tryin to help me out and i'm
really happy to see them again but all that proves is I cant do anything on my own. I have no
type of will to suceed or strength to overcome. So while everyone I know is getting thier act
together I'm back here with no type of confidence.

The fact that i'm back in Phx means i absolutely FAILED no matter what my excuse may be,
no matter what the circumstances might have been, I FAILED and that feeling really really sucks.

Idk where to go from here but hopefully its only up.

vacations over

I'm gonna be headed to phoenix any day now and as much its gonna suck to go back home,
basically failing my goal, I'm still really excited to be going back.
I've been here for about 2wks now and every moment here has been fun.

Flagstaff is one of the greatest cities ebbbberrrr. Its kinda like a poor mans San Diego. Not as big
or flashy but damn the weather is great, ppl are nice, it just gives off a good vibe.
Ohhh and i kno how ppl always say ASU has the best lookin girls, they got good ones but NAU is
no slouch. I've seen nothin but B-E-A UTIFUL girls here. Not to mention one fine ass in particular that i'm to afraid to ask out, but i'll be back FO SHO.

I've enjoyed my time here, if anybody has any doubts about this place or is thinkin about coming up here for school or anyTING i recommend you come cuz this is a really cool place.
I'm sayin all these nice things but yet i'm leavin, if I could i would stay but its out of my control now and because of one reason or another that i dont wanna bore you with i'm gonna be going
back and attending that damn west campus at Asu which sucks.

but thanks to anyone who's been readin this, i dont know if ima keep this blog now cuz i'm not
in flag but we'll see. & Special THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU to Adiam&Lydia my 2
favorite cousins(srry chuch&merms) they should be nothin but a great time. Everyday here i
did something different I LOVE this place. I met new ppl, saw places and did things i would never ebbbberrr be able to do in PhoeNikis.

but unfortunetly... VACATIONS OVER.

Officer Kaplin

I was out all night last night and i get home all tired, so i decide to take a shower and sleep.
N like all of a sudden i cant sleep.
I'm just layin in my bed texting and watchin Steve Harvey Show(not that funny)
so i decide to take a walk outside.

Its freaking freezing in flagstaff at night so i put on my black jacket with my hoodie up and set off
for a walk around town. I jaywalk across a couple streets when i start seeing all these lights.
Flagstaffs Finest their police squad decide to pull me over, well actually i wasnt driving i mean
like you know stop me.

I guess since i had my hoodie up they thought i was some mexican gang banger. I ended having
to sit on the curb and asked 20questions. I had to explain like my entire life story b4 the actually
believed i was african, and that i was just headed to the gas station.

Well anyway they felt kinda bad, so i got a free ride in a cop car to the gas station it was soooo
cool. i mean of course its cool when you dont have your hands cuffed.

I was really tempted to texting every1 sayin i was headed to jail but i should prolly save that just
in case i really do end up in jail.

American Idiot

As of now I wanna to be addressed as "idiot" or "dumbass"
I seriously have to be the stupidest person ebbbbberrrrr.
I though I knew everything but i dont know jack

When you decide to do something THINK ABOUT IT!!!
think and think and think and think and think and then THINK AGAIN
cuz as much as you might think you have it all planned out... shit happens.

I wasnt prepared for any shit to happen other than the shit that comes out of my ass.
so now i'm stuck with a big dilemma. As much as this experience has been good 4me and i've
learned alot from it, I really wish i coulda been succesful.
& right now i dont think thats gonna be the case.

I've been lucky enough to talk to alot of different people about my current situation and
get a bunch of opinions on what i should do, for those who helped me thank you very much.
especially Adiam cuz without her i wouldnt be here and i wouldnt of had any perspective on
living on my own and what it really takes to do it.
I dont think i have it, and now i'm flat on face but i'll get through it cuz i got the best people
surrounding me.

This might be the end of YonzInFlag but i'm still Yonz so shiiiiiiiit
i can have like a YonzInPhx or YonzInBedroom or YonzIsMengis'sBitch
I'll be back whenever however.

and is their any better smell than gasoline OoOoOoOo Weeeeee i love it.
Soooooooo Whoooooooooop(not suuu wuuuup) dont get it twisted.

Job Hunting

I've been tryin to find a job here for the last few days and its harder than i thot.
it started out well I applied at Compass Bank and had an interview that same day which btw
I killed it. They call me back the next day to set up training classes for me which start on monday the same day school starts. Aaaaaaand its a two week course located in PHOENIKIS
so theres no way I can do that. So i'm back 2 square one.

I'm really stressin out about finding this job cuz if i wanna live here comfortably i'm gonna need
zat Money... Honey.

We went hiking yesterday and anyone who knows me knows that I wasnt really excited about
going up mountains. It turned out to be fun though, a lot of fresh air and the scenery was like
wowowow how could you not like it.

John&Pete are leaving today. I dont know wat i'm gonna do without them, they helped me out a TON. its gonna be really boring 4awhile atleast until i start school and find a job.

Arrival

So i'm supposed to be in flag, like in my apartment by 4 but its didnt happen.
we left like around 2, stopped by the Tmobile store and i got a CELL PHONE!
my first in like 2yrs. &&& idk why but there were pics already in the phone of like this creepy
dude and his dog.

It took 4ebbberr to get it so we ended up leavin there then goin to the mall, me and john grabbed
some pro club tees my last ones cuz theres no Kmomo in flag. So we finally get on the road to flag
and the mattress on top of the van starts to fall out.
we keep driving then suddenly all i hear is a big noise and the mattress is on the street,
JUST PLAYIN.
but it almost happened.
We stopped atleast 3 times to re-tie the mattress. Finally we just decided to but it inside the van
and leave the mattress box on top.
well of course it would start raining and now the entire mattress box is ruined. tanks GOD we put the mattress inside.

So while were drivin we decide to put some music on from Petes Zune and we hook it up to the
car so its blasting, I click on the videos section to see if he had any movies... he did
PORN.
it was blasting all this noises like wowowow.
this white dude pulled up next to us and just starts shakin his head.

but ya we got in around 6. way to late to get in my apartment.
so i'm moving in 2maro morning. so 2nite were crashin at adiams place.
ohhh and john slept in the same bed with fiyori... MY FIYORI!!! he kept talkin about it
and then he goes oh well it was toe2head i was like wat is that?
he said its like the 69 position. jackass.

About 2 Leave

So right now its like almost 1 and we were supposed to leave a long ass time ago.
my appointment is at 4 so we still got time, but i still got some things i need to pick up.
like a pipe and a cell phone.

John&Peter from tuscon got in last night and are helping me move to flagstaff. We got like basically everything in his car right now. Pete just made some eggs and then were about to bounce. I tried to take as much things as possible from my house, my parents arent home so I took like everything I wanted.

Uhhhh ya thats all i got 4now cuz we really got 2 leave.
ima miss every1 in phx really bad it hasnt hit me yet, but i kno it will and its gonna suck.
so keep in touch. and if you havent seen Tropic Thunder yet Yoooo hit it up it was really funny.

aight then GONE!(chuch)