BACK 2 PHX... PART DUEX

Ok i've been back in for about 2wks now which is about the same amount of time I was in flag.
So i'm just updating what i've been up too since i got back.

I was really upset about coming back and i still feel dumb, but now i'm starting to feel more and more like i never really left. I mean my bank account doesnt feel that way cuz i'm flat broke, its ok tho cuz ima make zat money... honey. But in terms of like living i guess its back to normal for the most part.

I'm back at working at my old job, i still got the same room in my house(minus a bed/mattress) so ya i'm sleepin on the floor like im some mexican at a drop house but its all good. As far as school goes i decided to take online classes cuz i really cant afford to just sit around with no credits for the semester.

Other than that everything is the same, i still barely get the rights to "My Car" i still sleep ALOT
and i still say and do stupid things and I still hang out with the same africans brothas i've been hangin with for the last few yrs. As much as i've learned from my mistakes i find myself makin new ones but thats all apart of growing up right.

My birthday is coming up and im excited to party hardy and if your reading this HELL YA your
invited just for reading my blog even if i dont know you or if you dont live in AZ.

LIFE IS GOOD.

Back in PHX

So after less than 2wks in flagstaff i'm back in phoenix.
and the more i think about, and i cant stop thinking about, the more i feel like shit.
I talked the talk but when it came to walkin the walk i got nowhere.

As much as i've tried to forget about or turn a new leaf and just start over, the more i just think
like "WOW" i've got to be the biggest idiot in the world. For some reason my failure to succeed in
Flagstaf consumes all of my thoughts. I cant break it, everytime i'm not doing anything I just get
on myself about what a mistake i really made.

My friends have really tried to make me feel better, i'm glad their tryin to help me out and i'm
really happy to see them again but all that proves is I cant do anything on my own. I have no
type of will to suceed or strength to overcome. So while everyone I know is getting thier act
together I'm back here with no type of confidence.

The fact that i'm back in Phx means i absolutely FAILED no matter what my excuse may be,
no matter what the circumstances might have been, I FAILED and that feeling really really sucks.

Idk where to go from here but hopefully its only up.

Officer Kaplin

I was out all night last night and i get home all tired, so i decide to take a shower and sleep.
N like all of a sudden i cant sleep.
I'm just layin in my bed texting and watchin Steve Harvey Show(not that funny)
so i decide to take a walk outside.

Its freaking freezing in flagstaff at night so i put on my black jacket with my hoodie up and set off
for a walk around town. I jaywalk across a couple streets when i start seeing all these lights.
Flagstaffs Finest their police squad decide to pull me over, well actually i wasnt driving i mean
like you know stop me.

I guess since i had my hoodie up they thought i was some mexican gang banger. I ended having
to sit on the curb and asked 20questions. I had to explain like my entire life story b4 the actually
believed i was african, and that i was just headed to the gas station.

Well anyway they felt kinda bad, so i got a free ride in a cop car to the gas station it was soooo
cool. i mean of course its cool when you dont have your hands cuffed.

I was really tempted to texting every1 sayin i was headed to jail but i should prolly save that just
in case i really do end up in jail.

Arrival

So i'm supposed to be in flag, like in my apartment by 4 but its didnt happen.
we left like around 2, stopped by the Tmobile store and i got a CELL PHONE!
my first in like 2yrs. &&& idk why but there were pics already in the phone of like this creepy
dude and his dog.

It took 4ebbberr to get it so we ended up leavin there then goin to the mall, me and john grabbed
some pro club tees my last ones cuz theres no Kmomo in flag. So we finally get on the road to flag
and the mattress on top of the van starts to fall out.
we keep driving then suddenly all i hear is a big noise and the mattress is on the street,
JUST PLAYIN.
but it almost happened.
We stopped atleast 3 times to re-tie the mattress. Finally we just decided to but it inside the van
and leave the mattress box on top.
well of course it would start raining and now the entire mattress box is ruined. tanks GOD we put the mattress inside.

So while were drivin we decide to put some music on from Petes Zune and we hook it up to the
car so its blasting, I click on the videos section to see if he had any movies... he did
PORN.
it was blasting all this noises like wowowow.
this white dude pulled up next to us and just starts shakin his head.

but ya we got in around 6. way to late to get in my apartment.
so i'm moving in 2maro morning. so 2nite were crashin at adiams place.
ohhh and john slept in the same bed with fiyori... MY FIYORI!!! he kept talkin about it
and then he goes oh well it was toe2head i was like wat is that?
he said its like the 69 position. jackass.