Showing posts with label change. Show all posts
Showing posts with label change. Show all posts

Thursday, October 9, 2008

Certified Thinker

Thinking its what i do best.
Im a King at overthinking thigns, I can think for dayz.
Thing is I be thinkin about the stupedist things for thee longest time.
Idk why but every little thing gets me thinking, my mind races like krzy. Anything somebody says to me, I immediatly start to like anaylze it and try to find the meaning behind why they said that to me.

For whatever reason i always feel like ppl, not all ppl, but most ppl are tricking me. They prolly are not but im so dumb I just assume that theres more to what their saying. I get like all paranoid and it ends up consuming my entire day. Like what did they really mean by that, and it really takes away from my relationship with that person.

Its really a waste of time to think and worry about what ppl say about you, and why they said it and whatever. You cant change it, if you dont know what their sayin and they dnt tell you then dont sweat it. I mean i shouldnt sweat it.

Anyway i just wanted to just let that all out. Now ima sit back and think about what ppl are gonna say about this blog, and if they think this or that about me.

Thursday, October 2, 2008

Crank My Vote

For the longest time now i've been saying I wasnt gonna vote in this years election, and I'm still not even registered but after the past few days i think ima have 2 vote.


I really didnt think it was important or anything i mean geez i live with my parents still, so the next president cant really effect me that much could he.

He could tho, 3-4yrs from now i'm pretty sure ima be out there on my own. And the decisions that the next president makes is gonna directly effect how I live my life. I'm a little late on knowing about the issues and who stands for what. But damn the way America is goin rite now, with the economy in dissaray and were still fighting a stupid war, we need change.


I was sent this video from a friend of mine, and it felt like they were speakin straight to me cuz i was one of those ppl who were like who cares my vote means nothing, and i have nothing to vote for. Everybody has something to vote for tho, everyone has something they wish could change about America and for that reason alone everyone who is eligible should vote.

here's that video:



I'm not gonna say who i wanna vote for, but i will say i do realize the importance of my vote. It may only be one vote but i wont be alone in who i'm voting for and if more people think that way, then whoever you decide to vote for will have that much better of a chance to win.

Monday, August 25, 2008

American Idiot

As of now I wanna to be addressed as "idiot" or "dumbass"
I seriously have to be the stupidest person ebbbbberrrrr.
I though I knew everything but i dont know jack

When you decide to do something THINK ABOUT IT!!!
think and think and think and think and think and then THINK AGAIN
cuz as much as you might think you have it all planned out... shit happens.

I wasnt prepared for any shit to happen other than the shit that comes out of my ass.
so now i'm stuck with a big dilemma. As much as this experience has been good 4me and i've
learned alot from it, I really wish i coulda been succesful.
& right now i dont think thats gonna be the case.

I've been lucky enough to talk to alot of different people about my current situation and
get a bunch of opinions on what i should do, for those who helped me thank you very much.
especially Adiam cuz without her i wouldnt be here and i wouldnt of had any perspective on
living on my own and what it really takes to do it.
I dont think i have it, and now i'm flat on face but i'll get through it cuz i got the best people
surrounding me.

This might be the end of YonzInFlag but i'm still Yonz so shiiiiiiiit
i can have like a YonzInPhx or YonzInBedroom or YonzIsMengis'sBitch
I'll be back whenever however.

and is their any better smell than gasoline OoOoOoOo Weeeeee i love it.
Soooooooo Whoooooooooop(not suuu wuuuup) dont get it twisted.